Blonde, the fictionalized Monroe film starring Ana de Armas that premiered in theaters earlier this month and debuted on Netflix Wednesday, is here to confirm all your worst fears of the star’s life. Not only does the film, which is based off the book of the same name by Joyce Carol Oates, pile on the gratuitous horrors, adding hard-to-stomach events and scenes that aren’t rooted in reality, but it also presents viewers with an aestheticized version of the star’s actual trauma. In doing so, it glamorizes and makes this violence more palatable, undermining and overshadowing one person’s very real pain.